elephantbrine

- May 27 -

- May 23 -

- May 3 -

i’m back.. from thailand. it was amazing! i’ve been catching up with my old love, 90210. so many dreamy men, hehe.

- September 22 -

- September 5 -

- September 2 -

some of my mad thoughts came back, but i’ve managed to suppress them. haha! you will probably resurface but i will squish you!

- August 28 -

- August 15 -

very suspicious sounds coming from above me in the attic space.. (very large rat clawing around in distress?) eeek!

- July 30 -

- June 29 -

“Go and get a job. Go and find a flat. Find somebody else. Put them in the flat. Make them stay. Get a toaster. Go to work. Get on the bus. Look at your boss. Say, “fuck”. Sit down. Pick up the thing. Go blank. Scream internally. Go home. Listen to the radio. Look at the other person. Think, “WHY? Why did this happen?”. Go to bed. Lie awake! At night! Get up. Feel groggy. Put the things on - your clothes - whatever they’re called. Go out the door, into work - same thing! Same people, again. It’s real, it is happening to you. Go home again! Sit. Radio. Dinner - mmm. GARDENING, GARDENING, GARDENING. Death.”